Archive | August, 2010

An orgasmic weekend with Daddy

28 Aug

I’m sorry I haven’t written much lately but Daddy and I went on vacation to Washington DC and then I was sick for a little bit.

The weekend started for us on Friday morning when Daddy came home. It was around nine when he got here, walking in with his cargo shorts and rolled sleeves on his button up shirt and freshly shaven face. I walked to him and buried my face into his chest and pushed up on my toes to kiss him. (oh his perfect lips)

He still had conference calls all day so I took my freshly made tea and my lappy (laptop) and curled up on my chaise while my son decided that watching cartoons and playing were more fun in the game room than watching mummy and Daddy. It was then that he came over to me. He put his knees between my legs and leaned into me.

And we kissed, the kind of kisses that make my heart stop. mmmmm. I ran my hands over his strong body and told him how much I loved him. He grinded himself into me and I moaned loudly, touching his cock through his shorts. Unbuttoning his shirt he got harder as I stroked him.

He moved off of me quickly and we both squirmed out of our shorts as fast as we could. He climbed in between my legs again, pushing his cock into me quickly. Taking my breath away in a way that only Daddy can do. He pushed my legs up, putting them up on both of his shoulders, grabbing the arms of the chaise. Pumping into me and hitting so perfectly on my spot. I didn’t last long at all, I came for him over and over.

One orgasm rolled into the next and he knew what he was hitting and didn’t plan on stopping till he filled me with his sweet cum. My breasts bounced out of my low cut tank and I played with them and twisted my nipples as he came in me. The power of it, shooting so far back into my womb making me orgasm again instantly.

He pulled out of me and walked around to my side. I slid my mouth onto him, tasting our mixed juices. My whole body felt alive and I definitely knew that Daddy was indeed home. My cheeks had their natural blush back and my breasts felt perky again. I was on top of the world, and Daddy had put me there.

Before the sky went dark I had made Daddy cum four times. And that night was my night to have Daddy’s touch and love all over me. All Daddy needed to do was hand me my blindfold. This was my night to be tested. To be taken to my limits. This was what I wanted, for him to take me to a new level of where I could crest over subspace into something glorious.

I laid on my belly, with my face into the pillows. I had told him I wanted him to take the flogger to me in a new way, still letting it spread, but letting it create more of a fire underneath of my skin. Daddy started on my back.  The flogger never hit once in the same exact spot. It did spread out, and it created the most intimate pain I have ever felt. He took it to me harder and I could still feel fresh pain on the last before the next hit. I know that he was doing them fast. But in my mind, and how they hit, it was in slow motion. My skin came to life.

It went to one side of my back, then to the other and then the middle. Proceeding to my bottom,  the sensations flooded my head making me swoon. I was his little girl, his sweet little girl in the subspace he had made just for me. It took me to peaks when he went to my calves almost taking me out of subspace with the pain, but when he went to my feet it put me right back in and made me all the more his.

Next his favorite little evil strap went to me. And I was so deep into subspace that it didn’t take on the pain that I was used to from it. It brought me to something else. Every time the strap hit my skin there was pain that sent rushes of chills over my skin and through my body. The evil thing had become pleasurable in a way that I thought would never happen.

The only time that the strap had peaked me out of subspace from the burn was when Daddy had come to my feet. There was the pain that I had remembered all along. As it wrapped around with the curve of my feet I knew that the tip would make my tears come. Ten hits on each foot, and the tip wrapped around and hit the top of my feet and there was no possible way that I could take more than the ten given.

The paddle, oh how I hate that thing. It hit my back. The damn thing covered me with its round shape. Daddy covered my whole back in red with it. And I bit into the pillow and took it (thank Goodness I have a ball gag now, poor pillow) It then was taken to my bottom, oh how I felt the waves of pain being swept over me.

I did cry out our safety with the paddle. I peaked too high out of my daze and was in danger of not being able to stay in subspace. I was his, I curled into my Daddy. To be his little girl is my greatest pleasure in life. He soothed me, and held me the way that only my Daddy can do. Thank you Daddy. Thank you.

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12 Aug


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Brat for a day

12 Aug

Generally in a week I have two brat days. Usually they are Wednesday and Saturday, and I have no idea why. When Love was here a week ago it was a wed. and I woke up in a instant bad mood. I tried I really did.

Through the whole day I tried to think of things that would make it better. But alas, nothing worked. On a wed. when Love isnt here, its a cleaning day full of things to keep me busy mentally and physically. Comming downstairs I found that I felt unusually lazy so I crashed on the chaise, then the chair in front of my lappy next to him.

Love tried to make conversation with me and I started to frustrate him as well. I said the word ‘no’ twice that day. Both times cringing when I did so. Being a brat (tart as Love calls it) and knowing I am is somehow three times worse. And when the day came to a close I was mentally waiting for Love to tell me to get on all fours on the chaise.

Late in the evening he told me to go to the chaise. He wondered out loud if he should cuff me and being my honest self I told him that I know that I wont be able to stay still for him, that I know that I will fight him. And I had never really fought him before so I had no idea how it was going to be. But the fight was in my eyes and I just couldn’t stop it.

While he cuffed my hands I fought and squirmed, he put the o-ring gag in my mouth and buckled it behind my head, and let me fall face down in the pillows. This was the first time I had the gag in my mouth like this. All I have to say is if your up for biting into something a o-ring gag will not do anything but hurt, bad. I fought harder and harder, jaws clenching and like an idiot I hurt myself. With my jaw clenched and me squirming the hard o-ring went into the gums behind my teeth and I pretty much screamed. He took the gag out and I really tried my best to tell him as nice as possible that it actually had hurt me, bad.

He un-cuffed me and I didn’t think but glared. I was on my first drink of the evening, taking a small sip of it I knew that it wasn’t going to help. I just needed broken. Love then told me to lay on my back and he cuffed me again, tying the cuffs to the chaise so that I would not be able to move down and off the chaise. He asked if I wanted my blindfold and I shook my head yes. I can’t tell you how many hits to each body part there were, either 5 or ten at a time. They came to my breasts, belly, thighs, and to my calves.

The pain to my calves was new, and now thinking back I know I should have started to behave right there. But of course I didn’t, I only struggled more, pushing my heels down into my beloved chaise.

Him, seeing that I was putting my pressure on my thin heels began to unbuckle them. Sitting them aside he moved his attention to the tops of my feet. Oh the horrid pain that ensued. I don’t know which spot I would have preferred but my calves definitely didn’t want the pain on them either. I struggled more and more and refused to give in to tears.

Finally he told me that I could roll over. There is more pleasure than pain when I’m laying on my belly. Feeling the flogger spread out and hit all over me is so calming in ways I myself don’t understand. The strap next, the pain being ramped up slowly finally breaking through my bratty shell. The strap hard on my skin, finishing me and I cried, saying our safety word.

He un-cuffs my hands gently, and in my struggle my blindfold had already come off. Letting me roll over he sits next to me. Telling me how id I wouldn’t have struggled so much it wouldn’t have been so bad. Knowing this already I glare at him as he continues to talk to me. And as fast as it left me the brat came back. I didn’t want told what I had done wrong, I only wanted to be told that I was a good girl.

He set his jaw hard and I saw the sympathy leave his eyes. He told me to lay on my belly again. I glared at him again and laid down. There was no ramping of hits now. There was only hard punishing pain to be felt.

My willpower caved again, crying continuing. And I said the safety again after he had worked down my body to my feet. I had enough, I was a blubbering pile of what is sub. He quickly and quietly put everything away and put the box back. I went to him then, curling into him. And we talked. Once again being the loving dirty little girl to him. My love for him so strong.

That day I needed to struggle, to push his limits, and once it was over I felt so much better. His once again.

Daddy’s Rules

10 Aug

She looks to me like shes on a time out, I want these panties so badly.

I meant to post these up before… I have rules now. Daddy has made me four new rules to follow at all times. (In his writing)

1. You will be naked in heels and collar at all time when (my son) is not up.

2. When (my son) is up you may be dressed but in something sexy.

3. You will always be ready to pleasure me.

4. You will do whatever I ask.

I like my rules, they give me the consistency that I always like to have. We like that I now call him Daddy as well. I still call him Love, but calling him Daddy makes me feel so submissive, so… his.

I want to be your good little girl

10 Aug

I really had a struggle to be Daddy’s good girl today. There were two things that Daddy wanted today. He wanted pictures and he wanted me to make him cum. But my struggle was the pictures… He told me he wanted 8 pictures all outside. There was to be four on the bottom deck and four on the top deck. And feeling rather submissive today and wanting to please Daddy as always I went to the bathroom and did my hair just so and my makeup so that I would take nice pictures for him. We had always had a bit of exhibitionism in us both but I had never done this. In the middle of the day (2:30) and by myself. Its easy to dart inside once someone tells you that they have the shot, but doing it yourself with a self timer isn’t nearly as fast as I had hoped it would be.

My son was asleep and per the new rules (I will post after this) I am to be naked at all time when my son is asleep and to be in heels and collar. He was indeed asleep but however on a Monday it seemed that no one was working. There was a guy no more than 18-19 yrs old weed eating not to far away and my neighbors seemed to want to drive out of their garages and come back two minutes later.

All the while I am typing to Daddy, telling him whats going on and he likes that someone is outside and I am to follow his what he has told me no matter what. After two pictures I realize that my beautiful heels that have yet to make it in a picture are so skinny of a heel that its getting caught in the spaces in the deck and I take them off to avoid disaster, telling Daddy of course and making sure its ok.

Feeling that guys hot stare on me was hard. And the sun was very bright… you can tell from the pic above, it was fun taking that one cause I could play with the light to blind out everything else. Love it. It took a long time to come up with the 8 pictures, I wanted the pictures to be perfect for Daddy. So I took one picture out of every series and sent it to him. But still that was alot of time naked outside, with another mans hot stare on me, I could feel it.

At one point he stopped, opened up his phone and pretended to talk to someone… if someone had really called him I am sure he would have said at least hello when he opened it. And then continued to circle the building behind me. *sigh* I’m very nervous on doing things like this at my house. But in the end it took me way too long but Daddy got his pictures. Because I had to prove something to myself… I am his. No one elses, no matter who looks. I’m Daddy’s Dirty Little Girl.

Saturdays are always the hardest

8 Aug

It’s a Saturday and Saturdays are always the hardest days when he isn’t here. And really I have tried everything to be ok today but somehow someone or something gets through my shell and tears my safety walls down. But through it all I always have you, even if you’re not here. I am the luckiest woman alive.

I’m your little girl, sub, girlfriend, baby, future wife, and baby girl. Your my Daddy, Dom, Love, boyfriend, future husband and the love of my life. Thank you… Thank you for loving me like you do. Like only you can do.

I love you.

Another night of me yearning

2 Aug

Me this morning in my jersey

I wrote this last night for Love while laying in bed…

Tonight all I want is you. Your taste and touch, just plain you. I have plenty of toys but tonight I could not cum. There was a million things wrong. Tv, sound, no skin to skin, taste, touch, width of the toy wasn’t big enough… I could torture you and continue but I won’t.

Finally three positions and several toys later the rabbit made me cum. And figure this, I actually sweated trying to cum. Something I never hardly do, especially during playing or making love. Sweat is super sexual, but its never been a ‘me’ thing. You sweat and I love when it drips off of you and falls onto me. So sexy, it brings chills to my skin even now sitting here at the table.

While cumming I also screamed your name, again something new. Then in an immediate whisper I said, “Daddy, thank you”. (I had txt’d you asking to play after all, so it was your gift to me) My breaths unsteady and body shaking I collapsed. And again wished for you. Feeling myself after, thinking I had to clean up, and there was hardly anything. I had hardly came, and definitely didn’t squirt. One would think hearing me scream like I had I would have at least squirted.

Immediately I knew the problem. My needy body and actual sore breasts were telling me I needed you. What I would have gave to gave you touch me tonight… For us to make love and for me to taste your cock afterwards, the wonderful taste of our cum mixed together. I would lick it all off before falling asleep gratefully on you. My lips wrapped around your cock, feeling your skin all night long. Belonging to you in every way possible.

Writing this, this morning, has made me want to curl up on your spot on the couch and lay there for a while. Thank God I get to hear your voice today. How I need you so.

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