Day 17 and 18 of 30 days of pleasure and naughtiness. I know… how mean of me right? But I’m up north at my family’s house and not a whole lot of naughtiness going on up here.
Well, I turned 105. Lmao. Oh, btw, cake mate candles freaking HURT. And I was using regular candles before this shot and decided they weren’t colorful enough. So I got out these and oh my freaking gosh the wax feels like coals dropping on my skin and actually I still have red marks. Craziness.
But at least I had fun playing till midnight. Lol.
It was two in the morning till I realized I was reading my books and I needed to go to sleep. With a two year old that gets up at 7 I need to go to sleep at a reasonable time. But ended up going to bed at two am and woke up at eight with my little one telling me to wake up. And since i’ve been up here I’ve had baby-itis with my cousins baby loving to lay and fall asleep on my breasts.
I miss Daddy. Its becomming harder and harder right now when he is away and I just want to snuggle up to him in bed and stay there for days. I’m craving him in ways that I want him to take me out in a country field out here and have him me love to me. Drawing lines on my body and feeing the sun hit my naked skin. That’s what I’d really like. I’m not much of a country girl I love the city. But this is nice once in a while.
Mon- tonight I’m havinga couple glasses of wine and some tylinol trying to sooth my tooth. Damn thing thinks that since I had I’ve cream cake it needs to give me a hell of a time. My son fell asleep on me, belly to belly while I rocked him and sang to him. That’s been a while but its real nice. And we had a nice dinner out and it was pretty nice. But I miss my bed and my human teddy. Lol.
















