Reminded

 

We have begun really training my tight little hole. I have begun to find pictures of women with a nice plug fitted in to be one of the most erotic things. But there is one really big thing I know when I have one in. Whether I’m told to sleep with it in or have one in, or I do it on my own.

I’m reminded. I’m reminded of how full he makes me feel. Of how I am his, fully, every single part of me.

I am being stretched. I start out with the Ryder Tantus plug and wear it for a little bit and then slide in the icicles plug. Hard and heavy it opens me up like only a cock can. But with one in, I feel a blush on my cheeks. I smile more. I remember how I am his. There is nothing more wonderful.

When we first were together it used to be a struggle. He used to try so hard, not wanting to hurt me because Daddy wanted my body to submit willingly. So we bought our first plug, shiny, metal, not what we were looking for. So I researched, joined the Eden community and learned more. I learned about my body and I learned about toys in a way that no other site had showed me. I wanted what was right and safe for my body.

Not exactly a learning plug by any means, we purchased the Ryder. We learned that after me snuggling it in between my cheeks he was able to enter me with only a little problem because he is so thick… Months later we purchased the Icicles plug. Glass, so pretty and so hard and smooth we had to try it. It took a long time to work in and we ended up not doing anal that night but instead made love and I slept with it in. I liked the curves and how it warmed with my body to make me more comfortable. Not having any give in the material it was different walking and I decided quickly that I didn’t like it and didn’t want to use it anymore.

January sneaking up, 3/4 a year after buying it I slipped it in under Daddy’s instructions and found that it wasn’t that bad. It was a hard fit getting the head in because there was no give in the material. But it was decent. Daddy had me work in a new dildo in my ass, something with give and instructed me to wear the glass plug after and it went in right away. Week after week I worked on it and worked on it.

Today when I switched my Ryder out and put the Icicles plug in there was little trouble at all. And I loved the full and heavy feeling. I felt like Daddy was closer. And I enjoyed the feeling of it all.

Daddy has me enjoying three different positions doing anal now and taking things much easier. I now beg him to take me harder and grip my hips. I’m happy about that, and proud, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Toy-gasm

Whell… lets try this again. I wrote this once already and it it never saved correctly.

All sorts of toys in our box and these aren’t even all of them. I’ve been meaning to take a picture of all of our toys for months now but I’ve just never quite done it. We’ve went shopping twice in the last two months for toys and the new shipment from extreme restraints is on its way as I type. Daddy always makes sure I am happy while he travels. And what other way than to supply lots of toys for orgasms – a – plenty. And then there is the impact toys that we play with. I love them so. If there are any toys that you have a question on what they are please leave a comment or email me at hisdirtylittlegirlsub@yahoo.com and ask away.

Only recently have I fully understood about toys and what they are made of and lube and such… I wish I had known before. But there was only one thing holding me back from that. Me. I never took the time to learn… and see that black cock all the way in the bottom right of the picture… it won’t be used anymore. Reading about the phthalates in it made me sick. I ordered a new nice silicone one from tantus. Black of course. Because that is what Daddy likes best in me, if its not his own of course.

On other news – I’ve only one box to unpack. One. And I have only been here for a week and three days. I do consider that a job well done. I was so hell bent on getting everything its own place to feel like home. I’m ever so glad our king bed fits nicely in the bedroom. That would have made my life a slight hell if it wouldn’t have. I love our bed ever so much. – Last night I found our newer glass plug again and put it in and slept with it in till 6:30 am. That was the second time I have ever used it. http://www.extremerestraints.com/glass-and-steel-dildos_39/icicles-no-14-glass-plug_4887.html And tonight I put it in again but since I was out on the porch in the chairs that aren’t so giving I went back up to the bedroom and took it out and slipped my tantus ryder in me. Much much much more comfortable. I will admit the icicle does open me up quite a bit. I don’t know if its because its shaped so differently or what but its not bad for me unless I have to sit on a harder surface.

Hoping everyone is having a fun Saturday night. I’m home snacking on some chips and a martini.

Kept within reach, feeling all locked up

It’s been a while but I’ve been close by. Daddy and I have moved. The gentleman that owned the house that we rented and I resided in decided that he was going to sell and there was allot of confusion but we had to move and they weren’t going to extend our lease. I was with friends and family for a while and not able to be my little girl self. So I had a bad couple of weeks with intermissions and retreats with Daddy two days out of a week. There were a couple problems here and there, but the biggest problem was that the last month and a half, there was no townhouses that were in our price range.

But whats important is that we are here in the new house and writing to you feels like talking to an old friend. Its comfortable and I feel that I should get a glass and a bottle of wine and chat. I’ve had my old posts and pictures to keep me company and Daddy and I took pictures here and there and had fun when we could. – I am going to finish my 30 days of pleasure. I will resume on day 19 on the 19th. So there will be no hard feelings between us my lovies I will make sure that I have posts for you.

But today, today I woke up like yesterday. Not wanting to rise and not wanting to do a thing. Grumpy and mean. Coffee didn’t quite help and I knew that I needed something more. I went upstairs to sort through the suitcases of clothing and collapsed into bed, knowing I had cramps but just wanted to sleep. Sleep the day away. I rolled over to get comfortable and joe (jopen vanity vr6) was under the covers because I had played with it last night. I smiled and turned on one of the motors and held it to my clit and closed my legs around it. Closing my eyes and feeling the comfortable vibes on my clit. Suddenly it was then that I knew what I needed.

1. A nice soft, gentle, loving fuck with cuddling till sleep afterwards.

2. A hard fuck with spanking, anal and choking.

I laid there all bratty and thought to myself ‘I know what I need now, but I just don’t want to get up and do it’. Does it even register near sane when I’m being bratty to myself? Prolly not. So I got up and got out the case. Took the plug out, got my favorite ‘go to’ book Please Sir and put joe back on my clit as I read and slid the lubed plug into my bum. I knew it wouldn’t take much as Daddy was in my bum on Saturday. (that story is coming to you, too juicy not to share) Reading and taking the hard nipple clamps, putting them on and sliding joe inside of me. It didn’t take a minute, or even five, and I really knew it wasn’t going to.

Three stories later when I was rocking back and forth on Joe, I untwisted the screw on the nipple clamps all the way and gave in to pleasure. Feeling it rock my body, shaking me. My body soared with the pleasure and my hands came to my breasts and took off the clamps as I tried to squirt with my orgasm. Letting myself fall into the middle of the bed I pulled joe and the plug out of me. Taking them to the bathroom, cleaning them I felt calmer. Deciding to take pictures. Deciding to write to you once again.

Ice Cold Orgasm

Day 6 of 30 days of pleasure and naughtiness.
I’m sorry if you feel like I’m letting you all down lovers. Tis not my intention. Just so many things crawling up to be dealt with at he same time I’m trying to get all my pleasure in. Needless to say last night was a not so pleasurable day. Ended up waiting an hour for someone to come and view the house and they never called to say that they would be late. Aaaanywa…
Yesterday was quite interesting. Well my night was anyway. I ended up coming up to bed with my nook, cell, glass of ice cubes, joe, ryder, and my lube. As soon as I was getting ready to go upstairs to bed I knew what it was that I wanted to do.

I lubed up my plug and slipped and slid it into me slowly, enjoying the way that it felt inside of me. (wondering about a new bigger one) I turned on my nook to a nice story I knew of online that I wanted to read. Laying on my belly I slid the plug in and out a couple of times slicking and opening myself up nicely. I took it out again and slid an ice cub in my bottom, then immediately slid the plug back in so my body would not be able to shove it back out of me. To my surprise my body didn’t want it out I felt it slide in and melt. I read on and on, now sliding my Joe inside of me and putting him on low. Taking the plug back out I slid another into me, waiting two minutes, sliding another one in. It was then I had to stop reading, close my eyes and put my head into the pillow. I had to wait it out. I had read about people getting the E word and heard that there could sometimes be a period where you have to stop and wait it out. It took about five minutes till I knew I was going to be good. With Joe in my pussy and on my clit it wasn’t so bad. The cold, I could feel but it wasn’t as bad as it could be. (yes there was a experience before with Daddy I will tell at a later date)

I slowly slid another in. Then another. Waiting anywhere from 2 to 5 minutes waiting for it to melt and my body to relax. I took in 3/4 of the glass of ice cubes. I slowly stopped reading to slide the plug back into me and waited a moment gripping the plug with my muscles. I still had Joe in me and I turned him on high, and as soon as I got up on my knees to ride Joe I came. … I came hard. The orgasm was no little one, it was powerful. When I pulled Joe out of me there was little girl juice covering it completely. Stringy cum, the kind thats super sweet and I love to lick off of my Daddy and my toys. I slowly moved to the bathroom to let everything come out of me.

When I came back into the room I slowly put the cleaned plug back in hoping that it would not hurt. It didn’t so I got Joe back out and went to turn him on and put him in and was devastated when he went dead on me. His rechargeable battery had died. I had played with it for 4 orgasms, and left it on for all of the ice cubs to go into me. Lol. But I plugged him in and got out my trusty purple rabbit. I rode it, thankful of the thickness and the feeling of a cock being in me. I rode for a couple minutes, touching my breasts. Gripping my thighs tightly and bore down as I squirted all over it and this being my second orgasm but my body feeling different I shook while I was orgasming. Not the large slow coming shakes I tend to do when I normally orgasm hard but small ones, like my body wanted me to bounce up and down quickly on the rabbit and it made my orgasm continue till I collapsed.

A smile on my face, I took both of my toys out of me and cleaned them and set them aside and texted Daddy until we both fell asleep. xoxo

 

 

 

Orgasm Heaven

Day 4 of 30 days of pleasure and naughtiness. *** I am going to say like ones mother or a tv show, this will include breath play and please do not go about trying breath play without setting limits and a way out of it such as a simple tap on the hand. And most importantly, with someone that you can trust with everything*** Ok, I’m done being a mother.

You might say… hey! Where did day number 3 go? Well lovers day 3 was full of gaming. Little girl was in a mood and wanted to play her PS3. I do apologize, wanna spank me for it? Tee hee.

Day 4 however came off with a nice start. I relaxed and watched my little one play as I had a pretty relaxing Monday morning. In the afternoon someone was taking a nap so Daddy and I decided to go lay in bed too. We curled into one another like we like to do and I spread my bum open for him to rest his cock (that was starting to get ever so thick) in-between my cheeks. His lips went on my neck, sucking and biting. Making my eyes roll back in pleasure. His hand went to my neck, gripping it hard pulling on a nipple with the other hand, thrusting his hips forward, his cock still right against the opening to my bum. He let go and let me quietly suck air back into my lungs. As I whispered back to him, asking him to do it until I just let go. I try to be gentle while he is doing this but my body still struggles. I swatted at his hand in annoyance as he gripped my nipple harder, getting him to let go, not able to convey I didn’t like when he did that. Too much to concentrate on. I still move and shake which even in a time such as that I wished that I didn’t move so his cock would have still stayed up against my little opening. But I ended up tapping his hand. Gasping once again for air. I wanted to let go but didn’t think I could do it. But still we tried once more.

His hand gripped my throat and I gasped for even the smallest of breaths to enter my throat just as he clenched down hard. Pulling me back to him, my body shaking as I battled with my mind to let go. But I couldn’t, or wouldn’t. But immediately as soon as I tapped his hand lightly and he let go I regretted doing so. I missed it, I missed the tightness. Feeling his control. But I have begun to realize that him doing this is the absolute quickest way to put me into sub space. And I do so love when he does do that to me.

I rolled more onto my back then and he sucked on my nipples and the side of my right breast. I pushed my back up against him more as his fingers moved around the outside of my little opening. I gasped but was taken back by the wanting of my own body. There aren’t allot of times that I will actually ask for him to be in my bum but I was getting into him taking his fingers and instead of probing he was making circles right inside of my opening. I arched back into him from pleasure as I asked him if he would mind I put my favorite plug in and leaned down to suck on him as he played with my clit . I sucked on him till my nipples were getting sensitive from rubbing on his thigh and I just knew I was open for him.

I swung around fast and he already knew, I pulled the plug out and he slipped right inside of me. And I can proudly say that it was the first time that I was so open that there was no sliding in and out needed. He plunged into me all the way. Making me moan. It felt so wonderful. My breath already short. I knew I wasn’t going to cum right away but I was definitely taking in allot of pleasure. He pumped into me as I begged for him to cum in my ass. To please cum inside of me. When he did chills went all over my body but he was still quite hard and rubbed inside of me until I had an anal orgasm and I squirted so that there was a nice spot on the bed where my pussy had dripped down what I had squirted out.

After that I came on my toy while Daddy stroked his cock and he made me cum several times over and over again, my last orgasm with his fingers. Making me squirt the little bit I had left on his hand. He then sat up on his knees again and I got in front of him with my face just placed right for him to cum on me. Stroking his cock as I watched him. The head of his cock thicker than usual, as I licked at it. Licking and moaning, pulling at my breasts till he shot his cum on my face and as far as in my hair and on the pillow beside me. Leaning down to me to lick it up and feed it to me again as I took pleasure on sucking on his tongue.

Day 4 held so much pleasure that I’m finding it hard to think of what to do for today. Tee hee.

 

 

 

A Yearning Ball of Need

Daddy is away. Even though he comes home soon (very soon) I am finding myself craving him. Finding that I want bent over his lap again, I want to  feel him take me, and release inside of me. The writing that I had posted last night had been on my laptop for a while, just not finished. So I finished it, sent it to his email and posted it on here. I asked him last night if I could sleep with the comfortable purple plug in and he gave me permission.
I have asked him permission to do this before, and come 2 or 3 am I wake up, uncomfortable take it out in my sleepiness and clean it quickly and go back to sleep. But last night was different… last night I was so hot from the blog and didn’t play to even get close to orgasm. And I slept, oh blissful sleep. I don’t sleep well when he isn’t home. Its fitful, often waking in the night, looking around and sighing and trying to get comfortable again. Last night there was none of that. And my little one and I even slept in till almost 9, something unheard of for my little one to do. I woke and smiled a wonderful smile. Such a wonderful feeling to sleep through the night without even remembering a dream.
Thank you Daddy for letting me sleep with it in.
I like the feeling, of it filling me so wonderfully and making me feel open. Making me feel just as if he were here, taking me over and over again. (Oh how I love to be his) We have an exciting weekend coming up. We will be traveling and someone will join us for a little fun at the hotel. (Yay!!) And we will hit the beach and relax. I will love being his Sub in front of someone else. And cant wait to do our new fetish of watersports with someone there as well. This should be a very very fun weekend. Full of Love and fun.